fear.

GOSH! when do you actually see me fearing and stressing out for exams? never. and the worst part, i lost my drive. i can't seem to sit still and concentrate. but, thanks freda baby, for that long call last night. i know it cost you a pretty penny, but, it was worth it, right? anyways, you're coming back tomorrow!! I CAN'T WAIT!! i miss you so damn much. didn't spend as much time with you the last time as i wanted to. you know why. anyways, lunch tomorrow! ((:

anyways, i'm wondering whether i picked the right choice, subject combination that is. i have tonnes on my plate, and, i'm wondering whether i could actually handle all of that. i don't know. i'm scared. i really NEED TO get a grip.